allyn ann’s blog

i carry your heart with me

i carry it in my heart

i am never without it…

anywhere i go you go my dear

and whatever is done by only me

is your doing my darling…?

i fear no fate for you are my fate my sweet

i want no world for beautiful

you are my world, my true…

here is the deepest secret no one knows…

here is the root of the root

and the blood of the blood

and the sky of the sky which she called life…

which soars higher than a soul could hope or mind could hide

it is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart…

I CARRY YOUR HEART

I CARRY IT IN MY HEART…

- this poem is for you my lovely aliannah…

i love you…

             you are a shining example of what a daughter can be- loving and compassionate.. beautiful and good.. honest and principled.. determined and independent.. sensitive and intelligent..                                                                                          you are a shinning example of what every parent wishes their daughter were… and I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!!!

a friend told me that i shouldn’t let anyone hold my happiness in his hands..i should hold it in my own hands daw so it will always be within my reach.. i should stay happy daw ‘coz happiness daw isn’t merely an emotion but rather a choice.. my friend also asked me what would i choose, security or happiness?  and hey, napaisip talaga ako especially nung sinabi nya na security doesn’t guarantee happiness BUT happiness gives security because it gives you reason to stay, to love, to smile.. that whatever the risks maybe, it’s gonna be worth it daw.. tenkz to you my friend( you know who you are unggoi hahaha! hala may i comment ka na naman 4 sure sa pinost ko na ‘to hahaha!) ‘coz i know sinabi mo sa kin yun para kalugin ang utak ko..  konting kalog pa nga, joke hahaha!

I love you most when we share a place
Those special good times together
It seems like our love, can’t get much better(no)
‘Cause we were as close as two could be
We knew love could last forever
We’re more than just lovers
We’re good friends

Because I’d still say yes to you again
My darlin’ for you, I’d do it all again
Yes, I’d still say yes to you again
Darlin’ for you, I’d do it over and over again
(over and over…say yes, say yes…oh, girl…say yes)
Say yes, to you again
Darlin’ for you, I’d do it over and over again (say yes…ooohh)

And I’d give up forever to touch you
‘Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll
ever be
And I don’t want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
‘Cause sooner or later it’s over
I just don’t want to miss you tonight

And I don’t want the world to see me
‘Cause I don’t think that they’d
understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t
coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you’re alive

And I don’t want the world to see me
‘Cause I don’t think that they’d
understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don’t want the world to see me
‘Cause I don’t think that they’d
understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don’t want the world to see me
‘Cause I don’t think that they’d
understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

i’m so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won’t leave me alone

these wounds won’t seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there’s just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i’d wipe away all of your tears
when you’d scream i’d fight away all of your fears
and i’ve held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i’m bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won’t seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there’s just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i’d wipe away all of your tears
when you’d scream i’d fight away all of your fears
and i’ve held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
and though you’re still with me
i’ve been alone all along

I

Somebody lied to me,

It just can’t be,

You cant be gone forever.

Somebody got it wrong,

You are gonna love me all my life.

Where’d we good together,

Now i’m on my own,

And i don’t think i’ll ever learn to live,

One day alone.

Chorus

So/woh i’m never gonna say goodbye,

Say goodbye, is something i can’t bring my self to do.

So i’ll never gonna say goodbye,

Darling i know, part of me will

Always be with you.

Ii

What am i gonna do?

Havin’ you, is all i’ve ever wanted (wanted).

Where am i gonna go,

To feel the way i felt inside your arms?

Still my life is better,

Lovin’ you as i do,

Thank’s for being with me darling thank’s,

For being you…

(reapeat chorus 2x)

…with you…oohh…woohh

" if i hadn’t had a child, i’d never have known that most elemental, direct, true relationship… i don’t know if i’d fully understand the values of society that i prize… i would have missed some of the mystery of life and death… not to know how a child grows, the wonder of a newborn’s hand…. I HAVE BEEN FORTUNATE! "           dianne feinstein

"to my daughter, i love you…"                                                                                                                                                         When you were born… i held you in my arms…  and just kept smiling at you…  You always smiled back … your big eyes wide open…  full of love…You were such a beautiful… good… sweet baby… Now,  as  i watch you grow up…    and become your own person… I look at you…  your laughter… your simplicity.. your beauty… And i know that you will be able…to enjoy a life… of sensitivity… goodness … accomplishment…  and love…  in a world that is hopefully is at peace… i want to tell you that…    I AM SO PROUD OF YOU…  AND I DEARLY LOVE YOU…